frustrated

I have so much going on in my life that my school work is suffering. I am so behind it is not funny. My husband demands attention then my 4 kids plus everything else that is going on with my family friend being ill with cancer. I have not done any school work in days and I still have work from last week that needs to be done. I need a break and a vacation. My head is spinning and I am at a loss on what to do. Why does life get so hard sometimes. Hopefully I will get caught up here real soon.

"Crazy Days"

My friend had surgery today and will start radiation and chemo next week. He has stage 2 into possible stage 3 throat cancer. He is going through a lot and I pray for him daily.

Last thursday I had my husband at the hospital with heart problems and chest pain then had to take him for a stress test the next day. He is doing better now with the new medications that he is on.

I feel that my world could crash at any time with everything that is going on. I have been going non-stop since thursday and I am beat. Running and taking care of my husband, then we have been spending time with our friend to help him out with support.

My kids are holding up pretty good despite everything that has been going on. I think that things will calm down here soon,I hope. Life is crazy and you never know what you are going to encounter from day to day. I pray a lot and hold on to the grace of God. Everyday I wait and see what is going to be and thank God for that day as I live and put each foot forward.

I want to say that being strong and keeping that face that makes everyone think you are alright is very hard. I have to put a smuile on and move on. I have a long road ahead of me between heart doctors for my husband and helping out my friend once treatments start for him.
I hope that everyone else is having blessed days with their family and friends.